Well I'm not gonna force you to read my blog, but if you should happen to stumble upon it, take the time to sift through it as it may prove to be of some relevance to you. God forbid, you may actually enjoy it and you would wish to click the button which would mean you were eternally my follower. There isn't really any sort of meaning or specific task that this blog sets out to fulfil, think of it as bohemian.

Thursday, 29 October 2009


It has recently been claimed that, if Obama is doing it, it is officially cool.

Who can blame you for thinking that, Obama is the epitome of cool. The human personification. The cats pajamas. The bees knees. And so that's why I'm jumping onto his already over-booked bandwagon and deciding that I'm going to change.

Not in a drastic way that you'll be taking a step back and in the sort of tone that is in conjunction with being aghast retort, "Henry, how could you?!". No. I'm going to change subtly. In a way that will make me feel happier. I want to change this specific part of me because for far too long it has ruled over me and hindered my capabilities. It's preventing me from being more than what I can be.

You can't blame me for that, can you?

Through this change, I will be happier, and I will be able to do more than my best for my friends. Its almost like a detox, getting this constant cycle out of my system. In some sense of the word, I am rehabilitating myself because, through this change, I will gain more.

Albeit, I will lose something as well, but you can't have your cake and eat it.

I'm going to keep doing this from now;

Today's blog post is sponsored by the emotional response towards nightmares.

I had an awful nightmare yesterday involving my life if I kept living the way I do now. Quite literally, it scared the bejesus out of me. So, in attempt to stop Mystic Meg having her wicked way over my life, I'm taking control and changing a part of my mind. My thought process. I'm changing how I'm hardwired in a specific part of my brain.

Think of it as Blizzard creating a new patch for World of Warcraft.

It will strengthen my emotions, fortify them. Make me better.

I'm doing everything I can now to do this. So don't blame me I guess if it all goes horribly wrong and I end up fruitlessly wasting away due to me cutting the wrong wires.


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