I'm not sure if I follow you entirely, what you're saying and what I'm hearing might be two different things. Or maybe I'm just making it out to be that way. I don't understand you right now and its not as if its hard to understand you, its just that its easy to misunderstand you. I want to ask for you to make it clearer but then, it might ruin that tiny piece of perfect I keep in my pocket to stare at on lazy days. I don't really want to lose that, but in all honesty, I'll never actually have that either.

Its all a bit pointless, isn't it?