You are not helping. Why don't you just GO AWAY.

12st 9lbs

I'm getting there...

That's 7lbs so far.

Prank day.

I really wanna go on a prank day. It'll lift my spirits. We'd have so much fun :D Maybe it'd be a good idea for one of the days at Reading?

I'm kinda excited for that idea haha :3

Upcoming purchases.

And tickets to see Parkway Drive :3

I'm gonna be rollin' in the Benjamins.

Plenty of meat to pierce in the upcoming months. Equates to plenty of dough for me. Equates to some fresh duds and gig tickets for sure.

Wonderful.

Oh plus those pills.

You know you can't give me what I need,
And even though you mean so much to me,
I can wait through everything.
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again.
And don't you dare say we can just be friends,
I'm not some boy that you can sway.
We knew it'd happen eventually.

Am I just gonna go over this for the rest of my life? I really did try as well...

Men's Halfpipe Final

I've been waiting all night for this :D

I'm so sad and excited that I'm gonna post scores up here...

Oh, maximum score is 50 by the way, 5 judges who can score up to 10 points each x]

Run 1

Justin Lamoureux - 33.8

Markku Koski - 36.4

Mathieu Crepet - 25.9

Scott Lago - 42.8

Gregory Bretz - 18.3 BAILED

Markus Malin - 16.7 BAILED

Iouri Podladtchikov - 42.4

Louie Vito - 39.1

Kazuhiro Kokubo - 30.5 BAILED

Ryo Aono - 32.9

Peetu Piiroinen - 40.8

Shaun White - 46.8

Holy crappppp... Shaun White had an insane run O.o lets see if he can stick it for the second one haha :D

Run 2

Markus Malin - 18.6 BAILED (again, lol.)

Gregory Bretz - 13.0 BAILED (again, more lol.)

Mathieu Crepet - 8.7 BAILED

Kazuhiro Kokubo - 35.7

Ryo Aono - 29.1 BAILED

Justin Lamoureux - 35.9

Markku Koski - 25.0

Louie Vito - 39.4

Peetu Piiroinen - 45.0

Iouri Podladtchikov - 17.6 BAILED

Scott Lago - 17.5 BAILED

Shaun White - 48.4

FUCKING HELL! 1240 DOUBLE MCTWIST! SHAUN WHITE IS FUCKING UNTOUCHABLE!

Shaun White - Gold Medal (48.4)

Peetu Piiroinen - Silver Medal (45.0)

Scott Lago - Bronze Medal (42.8)

Insane.

I'm fucking going to bed man I'm tired from that final LOL.

Erm...

So since Monday I've lost another 1.5lb... What is going on seriously O_O

I'm not sure if I follow you entirely, what you're saying and what I'm hearing might be two different things. Or maybe I'm just making it out to be that way. I don't understand you right now and its not as if its hard to understand you, its just that its easy to misunderstand you. I want to ask for you to make it clearer but then, it might ruin that tiny piece of perfect I keep in my pocket to stare at on lazy days. I don't really want to lose that, but in all honesty, I'll never actually have that either.

Its all a bit pointless, isn't it?

Wtf?

I lost 3lb?!

How?! I didn't even do anything o.o

That's weird... I mean I know its not a life-changing amount of weight but, kinda weird =/

Body broken.

Ouch.

Still, they were good live, from what I remember lol.

Thank you Paula :3

Oh Jesus *heart*

Hopeless.

1. irremediable, remediless, incurable. 2. forlorn, disconsolate, dejected. Hopeless, despairing, despondent, desperate all describe an absence of hope. Hopeless is used of a feeling of futility and passive abandonment of oneself to fate: Hopeless and grim, he still clung to the cliff. Despairing refers to the loss of hope in regard to a particular situation, whether important or trivial; it suggests an intellectual judgment concerning probabilities: despairing of victory; despairing of finding his gloves. Despondent always suggests melancholy and depression; it refers to an emotional state rather than to an intellectual judgment: Despondent over ill health, he killed himself. She became despondent and suspicious. Desperate conveys a suggestion of recklessness resulting from loss of hope: As the time grew shorter, he became desperate. It may also refer to something arising from extreme need or danger: a desperate remedy; a desperate situation. Despairing and despondent may apply only to feelings.

When you kiss.

Its not a spark. Its a surge. It's enormously powerful and intensely emotional. Its uplifting yet brings you back down to earth. Its intimate yet brash. Its almost scary, but it manages to make sure your seat belt is plugged in so you can enjoy the ride. Its sweet and perfect.

Its something I miss.

Lol is it me or does this just happen on repeat...

At least I feel more like I know what I'm doing now. Just have to really put it into action I suppose.

We'll see.